today i called the girl that i was dating to tell her that i didn't mean all of the mean things i have said recently. when you break up with someone you tend to say and do mean things... even though you don't really mean them. i apologized and moved on. today is the first day in 3 weeks i haven't felt like complete and utter garbage.
first thing i did when i got home? i got a hold of my ex the one from way back when (3 years ago if you care) and i told her that i forgave her for what happened and that i was sorry for being mean or hateful towards her.
i just realized that i'm spending too much energy holding all of this in... keeping these grudges in is not healthy. i just need to let it go. move on with my life and worry about me being happy. no one else can make me happy. it is up to me and only me. first step getting rid of this negative energy i have been caring around with me for too long.
i'm not there yet.. but i'm working on it.
Monday, July 30, 2007
transformers
i watched transformers again.. this is the second time i have viewed this film...
it doesn't make any sense... and i'm ok with that. there are plot-holes big enough to drive an optimus prime through. i mean...what was the goal of getting the allspark in the city... did they have an actual plan? and if they did why wasn't the plan to shove the thing in megatron's chest from the begining. problem solved.
but like i said.. i don't care about the plot holes... cause, i enjoyed the movie. the pointless story only bothered me enough to say... "wait a second why did.... ooh cool robots"
sometimes i wished that life work they way it does in movies... cause the geek always gets the 'hot' girl, then he makes out with her on top of his new extraterrastial friend while his other ET friends watch. except for prime.. is having a inner monlogue moment.
i really like the way the new camaro looks.. but am i alone in thinking that the old beat up version was cooler?
so wrapping up...
i didn't go to see transformers to see oscar material... i wasn't expecting great acting or even a cohesive story.. i was looking for an excuse to see giant robot aliens that turn in to earth vehicles (only GMC for some reason) fight giant evil robot aliens. i mean what could they have possibly done to make this film a fine piece of cenima? go for the fun not for the continuity or acting. and you will have fun.
it doesn't make any sense... and i'm ok with that. there are plot-holes big enough to drive an optimus prime through. i mean...what was the goal of getting the allspark in the city... did they have an actual plan? and if they did why wasn't the plan to shove the thing in megatron's chest from the begining. problem solved.
but like i said.. i don't care about the plot holes... cause, i enjoyed the movie. the pointless story only bothered me enough to say... "wait a second why did.... ooh cool robots"
sometimes i wished that life work they way it does in movies... cause the geek always gets the 'hot' girl, then he makes out with her on top of his new extraterrastial friend while his other ET friends watch. except for prime.. is having a inner monlogue moment.
i really like the way the new camaro looks.. but am i alone in thinking that the old beat up version was cooler?
so wrapping up...
i didn't go to see transformers to see oscar material... i wasn't expecting great acting or even a cohesive story.. i was looking for an excuse to see giant robot aliens that turn in to earth vehicles (only GMC for some reason) fight giant evil robot aliens. i mean what could they have possibly done to make this film a fine piece of cenima? go for the fun not for the continuity or acting. and you will have fun.
Wednesday, July 25, 2007
update
the truth of the matter is Muscle is heavier by volume than fat. so while 5lbs of fat weighs the same as 5lbs of muscle. fat takes up more space. one cup of fat will weigh less than one cup of muscle. the "myth" is true. i guess i feel a little better.. .but i still need to lose some fat.
work
so here lately i have started taking a good, hard look at myself. my life isn't heading in any particular direction. i don't have many goals. i'm 27 years old and i work (for the time) at a telecommunications firm dealing with high speed internet customers. that is a nice way to say i work in a call center. it's so "office space" it isn't funny. inbetween calls i usually just mess around on the internet. i get two 15 minute breaks a day and one hour lunch. most times my lunch is taken up with a trip to the gym downstairs. i run (actually i eliptical) for 15 min. usually a mile in my case (i'm slow so what). then i lift for another 15. go take a hot then cold shower. come back upstairs sit at my desk and goof off for another 15 or so. i think i will start 'writing' here in my free time my 15 minute breaks and what not.
my only goal right now... is an imediate one of losing some wieght as of this typing i am at 325 lbs it fits my 6'3" frame ok.. but i know i'm unhealthy. i could stand to lose some. i don't want to die when i am 45. often times i tell myself that muscle weighs more than fat. i'm not too sure i have ever believed that. next break i get from calls i'll look into that... after all i do have the source of all information at my fingertips.
i read comic books. i like non-fiction. usually history style books... i love it here in kentucky, and i love to learn. time to go back to work
my only goal right now... is an imediate one of losing some wieght as of this typing i am at 325 lbs it fits my 6'3" frame ok.. but i know i'm unhealthy. i could stand to lose some. i don't want to die when i am 45. often times i tell myself that muscle weighs more than fat. i'm not too sure i have ever believed that. next break i get from calls i'll look into that... after all i do have the source of all information at my fingertips.
i read comic books. i like non-fiction. usually history style books... i love it here in kentucky, and i love to learn. time to go back to work
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